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Awww..... Meow~~!!!

She's always sleeping at the comp table when I'm using the comp~
hahahaha!~

Oyasumi nasai!

Drinking carrot juice in an orange cup tastes better~

All I can say now is that Byou is sexy...~
Wooo...!!!
Why do I suddenly love Vocalist =X


Byou and his necklace... Mmmm...~

Now for his makeup!

I see Revlon Color stay liquid foundation, Bobbi Brown eyeliner and Anna Sui blush...
I don't know about the others there... =P

Heyheyhey~
Sorry there's no post on a daily basis... =P
Well, there's nothing much to write about since I've done nothing in particular... Uhh...
Gonna have to pass up my Physics SPA file by this week since I'm cured from Chicken Pox, I think~
Well...
Nothing else to talk about lah...
Jya ne~~

Today just adopted my sister's Kitty cat!!! Wooo...
So cute leh~
So hard to take pictures of it...
Keeps on running and playing XD
Its a female and only 2 months old~






Meow....~~~
She sleeping at my sister's bed =X
She lick lick me then sleep beside me....
So warm and cuddly~
XD

Yesterday, 24/11 is Shiina Mio's birthday!!
Wooo...!
Sorry I didn't post it yesterday, I wasn't online yesterday... And I also forgotten to post it in LJ =P
I still have no idea how old he is =P

Woot....! This is the first time my family ever faced the crisis of the Chicken Pox..
The one infected is me =.=
Wth! Its so damn itchy and pain... ><
3 popped at my face X_X
Then my ass and body have quite a lot... But still not so jia lat lah!
Temperature is 38.0
T_T
2 weeks of not going anywhere... SADZ!

Woo...
Finally back home~
Dao Hong send me back home =)
Went home then got shocked! My grandma in the house =O
Ok... So the camp was kinda fun =D
We had the camp with the netball girls as well =P

1st day
Report to school at 10am
Then got short briefing in the small room in the library
Put our bags there then went to play games I think... X_X lol.... Cannot remember liao
After that went to eat~
Then got ice breaking games =.=
Play Wacko for I don't know how long...!
Then after that, played some sort of race with quiz and tasks...
Hahahahahaha!
The most silliest thing ever that I did was to hold an apple in my mouth then walk with my hands with another person holding my legs ><
Then somemore need to pass the apple with the mouth X_X
The Librarian guys organize many weird games sia...
Hmmm.. what did we do after the amazing race? >< uhh... my short term memory! X_X
Ohh... the first night got Haunted House event~!
Ms tho, some of the netball girls and the librarian guys were all in it! XP
Me and Raihana went second floor.. Follow the route Ms tho tell us to take
Then Saw some netball girls hiding... Raihana screamed when one guy jumped out!
Then Me, Hafizah and Ying Hong go and take the first floor route... Only Ying hong scream one time cause got one guy grab her leg de.
Me and Fizah never scream =)
Then got complains from residence from all the screaming ><
Nabila screamed very loud and long from what I heard... X_X
OMG! I didn't know she was a screamer XD
Can pause and take deep breath somemore to scream! Hai yo!
Then after the haunted house thing, went shower =)
Then slept!

Day2
Day 2 nothing much... just got archering!
The bus dropped us at Geylang... But then the wrong place XD
Need we were lost...
Ms Tay had to use her GPS to find where is Geylang Serai Community Club =.=
Walk for like 30mins+! Haiz....
Then finally reach there!
Wah lau, archery for 7 hours! ZZZ...

I look so short ><
So tiring!
Then came back to school~
Wanted to play water bomb but cannot...
Wanted to play at night, but then raining ><
So we bathed then just watched movie!
Watched "A Haunting in Connecticut" and "When a Stranger Calls"
During the second movie, I slept! X_X
Then cannot tahan anymore, we went back to our dorm and sleep.
The first movie so sad and scary can!
Then sleep soundly~ ^^

Day3
Well... did nothing nothing much!
Just played Murderer and charades... =.=
Arghh!!! Body cram ><
Then cleaned our dorms!
Then we watch the NPCC pitching tents LOL
Ms Tan met us in the class then bring us to the canteen..
Take pictures, got few announcements then took our lunch boxes and went home!
I went to change my clothes in the toilet then wash up a bit~
Then waited for Dao Hong at the bus stop =)
Took bus 307 then alighted at the bus stop in front of South View Primary!
Walk and talk until reach my house...
Haha! He send me until to my door step =X

LOL!
Woke up at 8 something..
Then saw the comp already on then I use lo~
Checked FB then showered
Hahahaha...
So bored, really nothing no do leh!
URGH!!
Tomorrow until wednesday got camp!
Library camp... =.= So lame can...
OK... Don't know what else to say~

BUHBYE!
(^_^)/ "
Love ya~

Rain rain go away...
Don't come here ever again...!
Bleh...
Naite, naite...
Until the rain comes...
Urgh...
Aww... You were so caring of me... Never did anyone cared about me that much... =)
<3 <3 <3 <3 <3
Thanks for being so sweet~

XoXo;
Jena

Hmmm...
I don't know what happened, but my feelings have ceased..
You're sweet and all but... I don't feel as happy as I should...
Instead... I feel guilty

Without my close friend by my side, I don't think I'll ever find happiness
What's the point of being with someone I love when it only makes my close friend hurt....

Hello~
Thanks Putri for the fun time just now~
Thanks Dao Hong for sending me home =)
Don't worry too much about me~
ILY!

Today marks the day of our "relationship"~
Yeah... I love him~
For such a long I've been wanting to be with him...
But it's so hard for me to say it, trying to hide my feelings for so long...
Until I felt so empty inside...
Trying to cover up everything... With the presence of my friends
I'm always scared of being alone... Scared of hatred...
Never did I ever confess... EVER, until now~

Yeah...
Today was like so... *ahem*
Woots...
Can you guys please stop staring~~
With those perv smile somemore....
Feel so paiseh leh!

Today was like urgh....
Came late to school cause was searching for some stuffs...
Then got Physics Practical =.=
Did it from 10.45 until 12noon~ Skipped maths lesson and walked back home...
I feel so miserably and guilty leh...

Why won't you tell me what I did wrong?

I really LOVE Ryuuto's hair leh~~~ ^^



Really super nice, the face also~ =X

Hey, you're watching my expressions like that
So you can find words that won't hurt my feelings, right?

"That we couldn't believe in each other is...?" Your fault?
"That I couldn't believe in you is...?" My fault.

Every time I laugh, your face looks so desolate
Is it because I laugh when you're heartbroken? [And so...]
So because of that, I'm running from your words again
I made your wounds deeper when I deprived you of your place

"You didn't notice?" That's not it
"You pretended not to notice" I was just trying to avoid you

I heard your voice calling out my name over and over again
But I just covered my ears and repeated those silent words... "[I'm sorry]"

Every time you yearn for me [Last bouquet] my heart is stripped away
You desperately try to find the right words [Last bouquet] because [you think] this is the only place for you
Every time you [say you] love me [Last bouquet] my feelings are stripped away
You can no longer go back to that place [Last bouquet] that had become your reason for living

[Ah] You're still confused, but the string [tying us together] has already been severed

[Every time I laugh, your face looks so desolate
Is it because I laugh when you're heartbroken?]

[Every time you yearn for me [Last bouquet] my heart is stripped away
You desperately try to find the right words [Last bouquet] because [you think] this is the only place for you
Every time you [say you] love me my feelings are stripped away]

You keep calling me, again and again; your ringtone wails for me to take your call
Over and over, again and again, I recall how so unforgivably cruel I was to you
Please don't keep sobbing over and over again just because I couldn't love you
Over and over, again and again, I find myself wishing that you didn't love me anymore
I want you to resent me to just wipe me from your memories
I want you to forget about me

3This song is the last flower I'll give you, as well as the last love
More than anything, in this moment, I realize how cruel I really am

Credits to: videouncovered.com

I'm drowning in the deep darkness
Though the night damages me again to my heart
I'm getting buried in a lie that's mocking reality

Though the night kills me again to my heart
My wishes, not learning any lessons from just living

Even if I escape, I don't think I can get rid of it
The bonds control my memories
Why can't I take this life,
Which I should be able to get rid of in one second?

The blood of you, tightly fastened,
Violates me constantly, again and again
In the time of February when I felt a touch of spring
In a chilly night in which the pale plum trees are blooming
I'm wishing for myself

Criticising, so that I won't trust you with my body,
Which is dirty and unable to love
I want to destroy my heart that can't forget you,
I can't destroy it
- karma -

The blood of you, tightly fastened,
Violates me constantly, again and again
In the time of February when I felt a touch of spring
In a chilly night in which the pale plum trees are blooming
Softly, inside of your gentle, warm arms
Erase me


CREDITED TO : VIDEOUNCOVERED .COM